Being subdued seems like my life story.
I always felt this way since kids, but of course, as a human being I always want to improve myself. I was this type of guy, silent, quite or pretty much the listener type. But hey I am pretty sure you gonna say i am so uncool or some shit, that the popular guys have Mega humorist personality during high school.
- Nothing to feel bad about it, it is your life.
- You wanted to stay quite for different reason.
- You lack your energy because nothing you are not meant to be there.
- Your gloomy, because maybe something was up with your life.
Every person has its reason at the beginning to feel that way.
But whatever, now that I understand i learned a lot of things that i should have known.
“you do not fail in life, you learn as you progress.”
It is not so bad being the subdued person in class. It is not like you did anything bad? right?
Just sit tight and go through the lesson without trying to be proactive in away, and tell yourself that you will learn so well in class.
if I could live one more time I would kick myself in the butt and tell myself to be weird or an idiot(at worst) to tell myself that you do not have to be normal, no one is normal, no one is perfect(FACT)
I wish I could have overcome my strange subdued feelings. Heck, I am in a family where they expect so much ,which I wish they could have made it low as possible so you can expect the worse and try to improve their kids in a way they can succeed(thumbs up!).
You could always do something to make your life happier, even if making social interaction is hard, the internet is there to help you and maybe connects you with people who feels the same like you do and try to improve your life and their life.
“It is a game changing, if you do something about it”
Dear beautiful people on earth, if you ever feel subdued to a certain situation, just get out of there and let your energy takes you where you wanted to be. I hope it is that simple, just train your mind to be a better person and congrats yourself that you just took another step progressing your life.